Monday, February 1, 2010

Why do I do what I do?

Why do I use language?

Why do I look at the mirror?

Why do I eat chocolate?

Why do I go out of my way to look at a pair of heels?



Why do I fix my hair in the morning?

Why do I run to a class that attendance isn't necessary?

Why do I eat all the cookie dough before I have time to make cookies?

Why do I fidget during a movie because my hands don't have anything to do?

Why do I yearn for a home cooked meal, but just pop a can of soup in the microwave?



Why do I worry and stress and make a big deal out of nothing?

Why do I try balancing on my left foot, even though it's painful?

Why do I want to get a Doctorate?

Why do I just love babies?

Why do I want to be a florist, but am in a medical/ educational major?

Why do I try and put a smile on even if I'm depressed?

Why do I splurge on nail polish?

Why do I try to win a debate, when I know I'm wrong?



Why do I love knowing secrets?

Why do I love small kittens?

Why do I try to be perfect only to have my failures pronounced?

Why do I watch the clock at work?

Why do I want to be at work, rather than at my apartment sometimes?

Why do I want to sleep on the floor than in my bed?



Why do I want to fall asleep watching Pirates of the Caribbean?

Why do I want to eat pickles and cheese?

Why do I love the sun shining?

Why do I feel really bored right now?

Why do I say things like... "you can see it with your blind eye" instead of "naked eye"?



Why do I love my roommates?

Why do I stay up late enough for my head to become loopy and embarrass myself?

Why do I like a boy and then convince myself that he's rotten, only so my heart won't be broken?

Why do I try to touch my toes every morning?

Why do I stare out the window to just watch the people walking past?

Why do I love cooking and baking, but never do it?

Why do I read classical novels?



Why do I dare to go against the normal?

Why do I try to be profound, and end up flubbing?

Why do I intend to do everything and only get a few things done?

Why do I study on Saturdays?

Why do I doodle on all my notes?

Why do I leave a pile of laundry in my closet?



Why do I play with my hair so much it gets nasty twice as fast?

Why do I apply to a job because of the people there instead of the actual work?

...
I'll tell you why!

It's because that is who I am.

1 comment:

calmrapids said...

I LOVE this post! It is SO YOU and I love you!